A random thought came to my mind. I quickly
laughed out loud without thinking, I blurted out,
“no way,” my intuition couldn’t be accurate.
Later in the day, my premonition occurred in
real-life, exactly like I had experienced it before.
The only thing is I cannot remember the topic of “the omen.”
Let go of life
if you want to breathe.
Clinging to its darkness
will suffocate your greatness
My rollercoaster emotions
Boy, those were the days of losing focus on reality.
Everything I felt seemed like “the perfect love.”
I sprinted into action with those
rollercoaster emotions I could ride all day.
If I battled any sparks, it must’ve been
legitimate and boy, I’ve dug myself out
of the many holes, I drilled on my way
to searching for love in all the awkward places.
I don’t remember many of the terrible times
that defined my existence so many years ago.
I used to implement my experiences as crutches
to feel sorry for myself, I thought I needed
my shortcomings to keep my future relevant.
Even if I feel like crying,
you will not see me
shed not one tear.
Even if I feel like
throwing in the rag sometimes,
I will never give up on a rainy day.
Even if the odds appear
stacked against me,
the impossible is still reachable.
Some advocates of the Word vocalize God’s love
as if they genuinely understand His purpose,
they reminisce of this great love; they don’t
honestly understand. A claim in name only.
Their actions betray their faith.
They call His love their love, but it’s only reserved
for a few “distinctive” folks who’ve tickled their ears
with whatever is simmering at the moment.
One blind mouse influences the others,
these followers are liars, and the truth is not in them.
God’s love they cannot show
to the people they meet and greet every day.
Mansions on this earth—I’ll wait and tough it out
in this temporary paradise; this place is not
my home, and I don’t desire its overbearing conveniences.
I’m always putting others before myself.
It feels right to treat people well.
But I’m continually getting burned by the bodies
out of range; they’re often dissatisfied
with my sacrifice, demanding more resources.
Show God’s love to others, no matter what
they say or do to destroy your ego.
Respect yourself first
know your worth.
Help anyone you can while you can
appreciate every single blessing.
Give thanks daily.
Communication is an excellent tool to possess.
Use it wisely, and as often as you can.
Kindness isn’t as hard as you think,
just a few positive words can make
an enormous difference in someone else’s life.
Actively listen, sometimes it’s best
to stay quiet, increase in knowledge and wisdom
as you grow, learning is never outdated.
Follow your instincts; it is always right.
Forgive yourself and anyone who has ever
done you wrong; family and friends alike.
Karma is unpleasant.
Don’t forget to pray.
Stay on your knees
keep your armor nearby.
Above all, put God first.
He will supply all your needs and bless you
with more than you could ever imagine.
A premonition played out in front of me
I laughed out loud at the thought
of what I unknowingly witnessed, maybe
I was going crazy and didn’t understand
the gravity of my mental disturbance.
An audible voice informed me it would come
to pass, and a few hours later, the scene played
out just like I imagined in my head.
I’ve not been able to remember the commotion
but maybe I’m not digging deep enough.
